This is your one beautiful life...Let's infuse it with GODDESS MAGIC. 

Hi Love, I'm Holly-

Here is my story of struggle and sadness, to finding my truest happiness and feeling lit up by my life.

I found Goddess, or should I say Goddess found me at the lowest point of my adult life. The funny thing is, it looked like I had everything on the outside: a devoted husband, a sweet little boy, I owned a yoga studio in a sleepy little beach town, it seemed like I should have been happy and content...

But inside I was dying...

Feeling the intense pressure inside my marriage that I just ignored most of our relationship, the expectation that I was to behave a certain way, that I was not to be “too much”, and should just be happy with “good enough”. That I should never share my past as it was shameful to him. 

 When I met my husband, I was a dancer– a stripper. 

I was ready to leave that lifestyle and experience something else in my life when we met so I quit dancing. 

When I decided to have a baby it felt like I was no longer allowed to be sexy or too sexual or have too many desires. 

I was supposed just to be a Mom and wife and that old version of me was supposed to die. 

But the truth of it all was that I was still a wild child at heart and a rebel and a sexual being who still craved play, fun and pleasure, and the freedom to express myself. 

I missed dancing and playing and feeling liberated.

I missed feeling free and, having money, and being able to travel! I missed feeling beautiful! 

By the time I realized I could not let that part of me die, I was married, had a yoga studio, and lived in a small town in the bible belt. 

I was carrying the stress of the success of the studio on my back, and then it seemed I became an employee to my husband, instead of a wife. 

We rarely had sex, never traveled, never had money, and for sure, I was not having fun. 

I was depressed, desperate, and physically ill. 

I realized I had sold myself out. 

I had no idea what to do. I began to ask the universe, higher powers, and God and my angels to please show me what to do. 

That's when Goddess came into my life.  

Like a ray of light literally like the clouds parting and the sun shining into my heart, it came through.  

I was guided to co-create this practice literally from angelic guidance ( or what I would call a miracle ). 

My body was in such burnout from traditional hot yoga, that when I began to move in the soft, juicy, sensual ways, I literally cried. 

Laughed and then cried. 

It was like the circular and sexy movements unlocked what I was so deeply trying to bury deep inside. 

I realized in that very first practice I had been living my life for everyone around me and giving up all my desires to please my husband and he still wasn’t happy! 

I realized I was feeling like I was going to die because I was literally abandoning myself on every level. 

I left that practice and cried for hours until I found that I had the courage to speak my truth. 

I sat my husband down, and I told him all the things I had been too scared to say, the things I was no longer willing to tolerate, that I was going to start living for me and not trying to put myself in a box for him.